shining starry nite

my trip to KL..

2008-05-18T20:55:00.000-07:00

this is gonna be a long post.but i'll update soon..too much photos to upload yea!!!WooHoo..tired

gathering at sakura..

2008-03-17T11:17:00.000-07:00

well, we all has a gathering at sakura..with ms choos treating us for lunch...!!!thank you...

'Something to share for now..tired..my bee is still not back!?!?! 'something so out of point..HAA!!

anyway, enjoy for now..

the start of the feast>>>!!or the end??oops..look at the messy table
us with miss choo..aiyo, look at eveyone's strict little face..WaHa..
Me and shirlene...

look at amanda,aiyo.faint... O.o

i shall upload again..for myself..haix

reflections i suppose..

2008-03-17T09:59:00.000-07:00

three years story
it's been three years since i've joined TP after my 'O's , Applied food science and nutrition to be specific..hmm..there's alot to say and lots of feelings..first of all, i'm sad to say that i don't feel sad..which may not be a shocking to me..after all, people come and go a lot in my life,i'm used to it.. 'shudders' anyway, i dun suppose this to be long..i'm not a reflective one, just blogging what i feel NOW.

my results}
i should say, it's dissappointing to know that my results weren't so good?! i mean it's a kinda normal result..well,i didnt know that results were cumulative when i first joined the school!!nobody told US la!!!! if u didnt know, cumulative as in every exam is counted!!! which means that it pulls your perfect 4.0 gpa down.And obviously, once you scored a stupid lousy grade, you will never be able to flip over back again..STUPID saLTed FISH!!!!! so i struggled to pull it up.my results got better after..but still,can pull up much right??anyway,i'm gonna graduate and i suppose this diploma doesn't serve much purpose..for the fact that my dream is not to slog all the way in some fragrance house or some food lab..EWw..scientist!!

my life and friends}
i suppose that there will not be much change, afterall,i'm used to buying and hanging out alone or with carmel...(not that i'm used to, this is how it is ever since i can remember)i wont die without lots of friend..especially pig friends and dog friends ...i've also got my sister for going out too..so i suppose there wont be much changes..and i sort of love it this way la! as for friend, they come and go.dont they?ha..they dun make difference too my life..eventhe closer ones (sad to say, but those who know me will understand) we'll still get to meet and stuffs..for??ha..gossiping i suppose..as long u dun change your boyFRIEND, then i suppose it's fine..

my future}
i'll work hard for my dream, have a fixed saving and i shall fulfill my long term goal..no longer a dream, for one never touches dreams but goals can be derived with perserverence..HAha, so chim like that..whatever..anyway, i'm just working hard to save money..that's all..as for further studies???i'm gonna learn more things...but maybe not major on this diploma i've completed..Foolish me x.x should have taken design or it.at least that's what i like.. anyway..i've got a diploma 'still'..

conclusion}
i/m happy with what i am now and what i'm doing now except for what has been done and cannot be changed..so i'm still happy after wasting 3 years..HA!! *shit*

updates and more updates..

2008-03-16T06:43:00.001-07:00

hmm..i've got a job!!hee..well,it's clinic nurse..i know, it sounds funny for working in a clinic after finishing a DIPLOMA?!?!? ha..ok,it's just the first step..YA!! i mean to me, this job is stressful but well paid..considering like normal 5 and a half day, 8 hours?it's just like any other job..lol..just a little stress at times..HEE...but i will take it!! for the monEY!!!!! i can start saving..but i should say that i have s super weird boss aka Doctor..hmm..weird as in queer...ok..that's all about him.. X.x

hmm,as for mr carmel, he's working fine..i suppose...hmm..i know he's working real hard..all for ME!!! i suppose..LOve you..HEE..i'm waiting for your next off day..!!anyway, i'm soo broke..but i've decided to spend more and save less this month...cause it's been long since i've spent !!!HEE...must treat him a good meal..HA!!! any good rest. to recommend?HA..

that's all..i've got work in the morning..Ha.niteX
p.s thanks Amanda and Ray..u guys r great!!!remind me to treat you !!

i miss eu dearly...

2008-02-29T06:03:00.000-08:00

it's been almost two since you didnt work.the sudden call this afternoon 'surprised'
me..HA!!i'm so used to ur presence all the time.suddenly i feel so blue;without you.
i wish that your work today will be a fruitful one?lots of mixed feelings and
excitement? god will bless you XD for being such a nice person now. i love you b.
it's quite some time we've been together and sorry for not remembering the day
we started of, but i know it will last longer then the rainbow.i love you.
对不起，不能天天和你在一起。对不起，常常欺负你，不好好珍惜你。但我始终都是爱你的。傻瓜。

i love you silly

new skin's UP!!!

2008-02-26T22:34:00.000-08:00

oh..tell me this skin is not cute!!!ha..it's so colourful right?well..now i'mm slackking at home..except for troubling myself with carmel's job prob..ARGH !!hmm...GOD.let everything go well and get his new job a new start YEA>?hmm..i was thinking of starting a selling blogshop..something like a place for ppl to sell their stuffs to other people...??idea right?hmm..have to see how yea??quite tough??ok..i'll blog soon again..and update on the blogshop..HM..

sorry..back

2008-02-20T19:06:00.000-08:00

woo..it took me soooo long to finish all my schoolwork!!! everything is back to normal!!yea..finished my las paper yest..although we are the lucky ones..follow AS tp students still mugging!!! so what am i gonna do now??need to find a job yea??arh..nothing much to blog about..went to the 'hua hui'on valentines..with carmel..get to see him in the photos..eh...all photos includes us..haa..

little chillies..anyone?its so colourful..!!! the whole stretch up there!!!
this is ONE of the prettiest colour there!!?!?!
WHITE chinese NEW year!?
PerFECt LOVE on valentines!!
CHeesE Bee..

thats all !

pretty and bored..

2007-10-16T13:50:00.000-07:00

it's my third post today..HA!!i'm just crazy...
these encourages me to be happy!!!!!it works!?!?!
this is so vintage??!?!?!i dont really know..mayb is the colours..ha

blah blah ...

that's all//

SOoo lame..!!!!!
////
boo///
myabe i'm tired?

just want to continue...

2007-10-16T13:16:00.001-07:00

i found this chunk from my previous blogs...as in 2 years ago..i wrote the 1st para that time ha..thought of continuing it....maybe a little..

Along the lonely path of Lollitone road,a tiny silhouette appeared round the corner..with a tiny hand holding a small umbrella,a pink stout lady stopped right in front of a torn and tattered hut.

She anxiously knocked on the door.

''Tap'' ''tap'',as the small brown door at the far right of the hut opened. Standing in front appeared a tiny man, carrying a dim lamp. He was as thin as he looked like he only lived on cabbage and nothing else.

''How is he?''

''Did you manage to get him out from the den? ''

''I found him sitting at a dark corner, talking to himself, hiding from the light, poor boy.''

Lying on the bed, was a boy.A very skinny boy,not very tall and has a dark maroon ruffled hair. He was shivering and making weird wolf like voices, like a howl from the wolves.

ah...that's all..no inspiration..lol..

nitex

cant you hear me?

2007-10-16T12:40:00.000-07:00

why is it so difficult?
AHHH>!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont know how to express myself..but only
sad..depressed and frustration......
damn..
i dont even understand why..how would you?
argghghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh/////
why why why why why why why why why is it like that?
i'm so miserable.....damn...i dont know..but i'm just not happy!!!
not happy enough....shit...
are you capable of making me happy???
damn..i have to think everyday..wth
god..dont torture me..
give me directions...help me..

i'm just dead..forget it....SHIT

pocky

2007-10-11T13:11:00.000-07:00

hmm...in order to add a bitsy more interesting for myself..i decided to find all these:::::
all for the sake of nothing..lol well, it's 5am in e morning after all..whatTH am i still awake?

POCKY!!
i just realised there are certain foods that are meant for Men

does it contain .... ???ha..

or something like that for the girl next door??

something to make her drunk?grape wine?!?!

anyone?? Purple Sweet Potato pocky... O.o

only applicable during summer (sold at e beach) ???? kiwi mango

better still, get the whole machine home??

last but not least: the green tea

or just the most normal one??

with added devil boy?it's not poisonous??

that's all..well, startled by another website while searching..so here's the ending...

so tired but cant sleep.. =(

good.

thoughts or lyrics

2007-10-08T12:46:00.000-07:00

i realised something..whatever i blog never seems to be a good story..
anyway, i dont bother.
was working at cine push cart 2nd day..well, i only work once a week..sundays..
i'm just tired.with 2 big bBuMpss on my head..ouch..
what should i do tomoro? it's off day for carmel again..not that i dont like him having off..but we really dunno where to go..pathetic couple..i dun have much hobby.especilly with no money yea?
ha..!he loves movies...but i'm so tired of it..since with him i've watched so many...
1. 28weeks
2. Borne ultimium
3. Shrek
4. 200 pound beaty
5. Hairspray
6. Evan almighty
7. Ratatouille
8. Resident evil
9. Transformer
10. Harry potter
11. Fantastic four
12. Spiderman

i mean it might sound like old movies...but lets say within 5 months and 12 movies..?!? average one month twice...dotx...thats a lot to me..i might left out more..i cant remember..
*how bout those vcds my daddy got...
oh my god...i hate movies..but he loves them..
he's such a poor thing.. =(
but just dont like to think..
he just love to b like e way he is..his age is growing..but he prefers to think young...
haix..loving can be difficult..but accommadating is torture...love is blind?
i hate the word love..i swear..because no one knows the real meaning...
i've once read the book 'men are from mars, women r from venus..
e statistics of real love is scary....hA!
happened to browse a column by a feminist..very interesting..on how she ttalked about
gray's anatomy on his book on MVB..sometimes it's just good to read anything...
i've got so much in my mind today..argh.
lyrics?
i love you bcause of e way you treat me,
e way you make honey early in e morning...
the way you accompany me,
when i have bad dreams at late night.
e way u accompany me when i wanted to go home when u play ur games..
but it hurts too..
it hurts that you dont say no to things..
it hurts to see you always say yes...to give in to me..everything
that's not the way..u need ur pride..
god, i know that..i sincerely know...
i'm sorry for what i've done to you..
to treat you badly..something that i'm too blind to see..
something you r too blind too realise..
sorry for making you hurt..more than i do..
i just like to thank you...
i'm always asking..
do i love u?i'm sorry..i dont know...
i know it hurts..but i dun understand..how can one b treated badly but said nothing...
how can one treat one so badly when she knows how much he loves her?
how can one treat one so badly when he dotes on her that much?
how can one treat one so badly if he gives in so much to her?
i dont want to regret when u r gone..let time pass slowly....
i miss you...
am i just guilty?
a shot in the head..
that's all i have to say...

i'm so tired..good night.

i just feel like blogging today..but i dont know what to say..
i love being with him..when i'm sleeping..it's nice to know that someone
will be beside you even when u fall asleep..
someone will be here to watch you till u sleep soundly and cover blanket...
is it something wrong?i admit, i really like it..
but i feel there is no fault...
i dun say that i dun have family's warmth..but mayb not as much as you..
it's sad....i just hope no one stops me..love is blind..but i'm not blinded by love..
it doesnt matter..have you ever thought y youngsters dont return home?
cause they find warmth and ppl's warmth outside...even if it's fake..
question yourself..where do you get comfort from??
i've got 2 sister..one so young..who would bother about u other than using u..?
using the fact tat we can think more?
in terms of EQ, i was never good with close people around me..
i only had hi bye ppl around me..all e while..unlike my sister...
cant i be selfish for some time?just to own someone else for a while?
he's not a romantic guy or wadever..he's nt a very good sweet tallker...
he doesnt buy me presents nor flowers or anything...
but he gives me simple things..which also includes anger..Ha..!
they feel tat i can become 'bad' easier..HA!!what kinda rubbish i this?

nite

break or holidays..

2007-08-18T22:56:00.002-07:00

it's gona be long.my friends, just dun read it..cause it's gonna b really boring..just that i need to write things down..or else..who can i tell to??

the long waited blog..ha!!well,i know it's always years for me to have one entree...lol
well,i'm busy?not really..but i just dont know how to one blog every single thing down..but that makes a bad example--->i forgot which day me and carmel became together..HA!!it's funny..i thought i would remember..but we didn't.not that we don't bother..but it's okay..what's e purpose of knowing ?to compare with others?to tell them how lasting we are?no purpose yea?
hee..i think that's how love should work..treasure everyday like everyday is anniversary or valentines.lol..i mean even for life..live like there's no tomorrow!!
enough of crap,i'm going to KL..again..hee..well,his sister is back..so he's gong back there to visit..hmm..i dont think he will ever read my blog..i mean..he's a game guy..not a blog guy?
what the heck i'm writing..i just know he makes me smile..that's all... =)
i love you carmel..

back to school stuff, oh..it's MP..argh..what ppl hate most?major project is so intense..i mean for my group..arghs..but anyway,my group the 3 musketeers are ging to finish it and be done with it..ha..least earlier then the others..argh..tts y it'so packed..it;s on nutrition..something now i dont really like now..HA!!!
work?yea, i'm so broke..but i'l get better..soon..at least i hope..with the coming tuitions..which i hope will work..argh..or i'll be so dead..
it's raining so heavily outside..yucks..makes me sick and sleepy..what to do?haix..ehh.
that's all..

take care:
to whoever managed to read this..

xxx,
shining

2007-08-18T22:56:00.001-07:00

2007-08-18T22:56:00.000-07:00

eh..arrr..ahh..ooo

2007-06-14T21:29:00.000-07:00

after so many of night shifts and all those rubbish days, it's a little break for me..not really actually..got a high fever to 38.6 celcius last night..oo lala.. was reading my previous post..was rubbish..well,i've got bout 16 more days to go and i'm finishing sip..what have i learnt?i don't really know...what kind of experience??i dont really know either...i only know i've got carmel..ha..many things happen yea???
all the stuff with dad and stuff..very tired..argh..i need some break...and i need cash..
i'm moving out..that's what i know..both of them dont really matter..i think so..
they always thought that i'm independent..afterall,dad's concern was only wen he's lonely yea??mum??she got hers...and her little one to worry about...as long i dont bother her i think i'm fine to her i guess..thought of shifting to somewhere near school???or i dunno...haix..enough of problems..
now i've got another one to think about>.<>
i love or love not to be alone?????

anyway, i need some planning..i really do..my life..cant be wasted..i know it..i've got lots of ambitions and wishes to clear..i know that...but the thing is how???how??
'i just realised..i'm bonded to stay in singapore for a year all for the school fees subsidise...damn..and the school feees for the cpf..damn..'think i'll just get cash to put in cpf to clear that..but 1 f... year...argh..!!!kill me...how am i gonna tell.haix..

it's for me to settle down right god???is it that so??
somethings just come yea??it's not all aobut thinking right??

yawn...still ouside

2007-05-25T13:40:00.000-07:00

it's 4.40am,i'm still outside..half dead..
yea??worek alomost 12 hours today..argh..
i'm getting my pay..i need it...cause i'm broke..lol
sis went for tattoo..
was feeling doen for the past few days....but i'm fine now..
thats all...

how much i love you...
you sjhould know..

p.s please keep your mouth shut if you are not the victim...

long time no see

2007-05-21T01:46:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i touch the computer..dun think there's spider web...i guess mould most be e best supporter of this blog..yea..?well, i feel so awful..for i didnt really help out much for the project..argh..anyway, was busy with work and friends..lol..and carmel..lovely name isnt it?that's what i thought..sounds like girl..HA!!okay, we're together.. >.<
i d ont think any other thing i blog from here onwards will sound interesting anymore..lol..
anyway, my birthday is coming...i dont dare to request for presents...cause i've never did so..
but i hope people wiah me from e bottom of their heart...if not, might as well forget it..HA!!!
have been eating a lot this few weeks...argh...!!getting fat..argh..with all the fantastic ice cream in the world..!!!!lol...that's all..i'm too tired to blog..

PS, i SAW a shooting star at woodlands !!!...and made a wish..it semms to be true..well, up till now.. =)
and i went to east coast last night...or this morning????beautiful sky..

xxx

lose it and you'll miiss it..

2007-05-06T14:53:00.000-07:00

like usual, i dotn blog often, no point ya...anyway this is for whoever it ay concern yea?i 'm still alive..that;s alll...
nightx..

i love myself..

BLOGSKIN Only ma..

2007-04-18T08:34:00.000-07:00

changed a new blogskin..like the colour yea?it's pretty..if you know me well enough, u know what kinda colours i like...creamy...HA!! those words up there suits me too..yea?
i dont knowwhy am i here..
on a salad diet now..!!HAA..nahx..just craving for salads this few days man..
dont know what is wrong.??!!?

anyway,
i love Brownie Temptation blizzard...!!!!

got loads of stories to tell..but not here ..ya..
anyway,this blog is not private still .. =))

too many stuff

2007-04-16T11:04:00.000-07:00

was about to click e mouse to off the com ..
but i realised how much thoughta i have in my mind...argh.cant get to sleep this way..
i need total silence to sleep..not even a slight repeating sound..
my thought are so messy...

hmm..Orange julius, or oj for short..is really interesting..i dont know why..but my colleagues, or should i say friends are really nice to get along??maybe i'm a girl.ha!!!
nahx.e girls ther r fun...up 2 whom i've known..it's a big family man..

full of satisfactio when i cound remove all the parts from the ice cream machine..!! damn cool..
i dont know why..HA!!but tts something u will not know how..LOL..
hmm..come to think of it..most of them are malaysians..
i know its weird..
LAUGH all you wan..nice people= not bias...yea!and can ask them bring me go play there ..!!!haha...

ah yi's back to melborne again..hope i could save enuf for there next year!!so loong ya?
haix...

oh..and PSP...2 of them has PSP..now i wan one...now great right...damn..there goes my money..SOBXCXX
i wan PSP!!!
and the GUESS bag!!!
there goes my pay man...
ll my frens unite and buy me ah..
how i wish..if i got 10 frens all share..!!@!@!@ 1 present will b so GREAT>>@!!!
i wonder if i even have ten frens...........................

or maybe 2 frens who remember my bday......................

nightx.............oj tomoro.. = l

SIP

2007-04-13T10:23:00.000-07:00

Finally free enough to blog???!!
argh, haven't got a day off since e start of SIP..!!!cant wait for monday...
well, ppl who read this blog..i think u guys should know that i'm working at OJ...yea,orange julius...WWooo...tough and super fun man, now i really understand e ICE cCREam machine!!!WAahahA...and also the importance of e food ingredients..anyway,cant wait this to finish..got to go..
sister nagging ..!!!!!

- Get Your Own

AAttachment good or bad?

2007-04-04T03:10:00.000-07:00

Woo..after staring at the com for more that 6 hours...phew,i'm so tired
rushing the report that is online based ..argh
and only 2days 2 nights to finish..
so impossible..
anyway,what's wrong with my attachment place ???
i chose for food service and management for 1st choice..and here i have it..
lol..i've got orange julius..it's not a fried food stall afterall..haha..and the pay is not bad..
lol..better than the others..can't imagine my sitting in the lab
washing test tubes everyday!!!!EWhh...
HA!!
hmm,used to wish to work for fastfood rest. but always feel that the pay is too low..
now's the chance..YEA!!!for attachment,this is easy job..
i mean if you like e job,u'll do well right???comparing tt jobs for attachment usually give such low pay!?!?!
i'm happy and i'm not bothered about how ppl feel..YEA>>!!

smiling from ear to ear..hahaha!!

in school..

2007-04-01T21:44:00.000-07:00

i'm in school now just for the food safety induction programme..
aww..was at yiwen's place yesterday..seems like just now...i slept at around 6..
DEAd like a LOG..
yet here am i in school for this..
yawnz..so sian..
oh..
1.met yiwen for tau hua..
2.the best is at cck,i dont know y it's so smooth
3.borrowed VCD and watched with yiwen
4.stayed at her place
7.gonna watch movie later..lol
6.saw benedict..both of them..HA! (2 diff. person of e same name)
5.woke up late, yea..
8.in school now..aww..

bye..
another book of harry potter is coming.....

long time no see

2007-03-01T09:37:00.000-08:00

long time no see.. yea..see my recent photo this new year..lol..didnt cahnge much compare to that <------------- photo..lol..i know this photo looks ugly..haha...!!N i'm NOT naked la..just a tube LOL..!!! even if i am also dont matter to you..LOL

the flower is pretty..not sily!!

this shows how busy i've been this while..i didnt neglect my blog..i check my tags..but i'm just too tired to type a thing..
finally!!exams are over..i know i will fail adfs..i know..well i didnt sleep the whole night at all..serves me right..
anyway, wad's over is over...and i will be free!!!!
got my R4 today..!! so cool..
so many games in my Ds!!!yea..alrighty, i will blog again real soon..
since i'm super FREE!!
wahah,i really need some rest after last term...too much projects..
anyway, i really hate instant noodle..!!!!
it just make me feel sick...yucks..

love myself..!!
p.s yini..get a DS soon!! haha..

take care to whoever who is watching over me...and take care to whoever who do not know me..
i need a bf?no..i like being single.. =) unless i find a perfect one..extinct dinosaurs

nail blog up

2006-12-18T21:50:00.000-08:00

i finally have my nail blog up..i know it's awful..but i'm so tired to do more...maybe sme other time..but i do hope people really visit..er,sorta busy after the exams..except for this mon to wed...or else i'll be packed till the 28th...aw...no christmas celebrations whatsoever..haha..i'm a loner..yahyah..must earn more money..stupid hp spoil..haix..and sis hp got STOLEN..!!!!!!!WAAA...dun understand y so silly..whoever stolen her phone is so horrible..!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH..

so tired..dunno what to do..ppl ask me out ...haix..

testss..ss..zz...Zzz

2006-12-12T20:17:00.000-08:00

woo//what in the world am i doing here ??not studying?
haix..always dont have the mood to study..but i can afford to not study..?!?! lol..
okie..last 2 papers tmorrow and that's it>.<>projects and stuff...

I'M BROKE...LOL..need more colours eh..donate some colours to me people..LOL...
i just did my nails. ..gorgeous...wooo...looks like christmas is COMING???
had a lonely christmas on my nails...MY christmas is lonely...cannot ahR..?
haix..
come..vote for ur favourite cookie flavours...
hee...ginger??hmm..think not much people like..
the champion is always ChoColATE..!!!!burnt easily..DOTX...hehe..
waa..so rubbish leh me today..

thats all for today's post..!!
BYEX
p.s ALLL the BBESt for YOUR ExamS..!!

need more customers...argh..
must find another way for business...ah..
who wanna do partnership with me...??haix..

I REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS>>
who understands...
I love you daddy
I love you mummy
I love you shijie
I love you rui min
I love you uncle
..... !!!!!!!!!

i've got my own business....need some promotion

2006-11-30T08:44:00.000-08:00

Woo!!!

i've got my own business...i'm doing home based manicure and pedicure service...!!! girls..!!come find me okay?!?! i'll give discounts!!! i spent a lot on the stuffs man... hmm..had my first customer today..well,think she's quite satisfied with the job..!! lol..okie..i'm just happy that i've got customers already..and a bridal nail waiting for me...but that's next year...LOL..and i had a few special customers,my sister's friends..had some beautiful stuffs on their nails...but i didn't take any photo..HAHA.<
okay..just find me for pedicures or whatever ah...

hard earned money...phew..
need to juggle with school and work...
anyway,went to eat buffet at pariss at town today...all thanks to sheng ling...yea..!!! hmm..not bad ah..the oyster and salmon was fresh..hahaha..ate a lot of other stuff...hmm...FULL...O.o

Princessities Nails

they lost..sour tomato

2006-10-26T09:27:00.000-07:00

i'm eating simply porridge and french bean and a raw tomato for dinner..!!!yea..!!but the tomato is sour..ahah///oh..singapore slingers lost the
match..!!i didnt expect that a person like me who really dont enjoy basketball enjoy watching the match...the sad thing is that we lost by 4 points..all because of fouls..!!haix..but i thought that the players were better than the opponents..i swear..haix...hope they win the next match...
anyway,i dont know what i'm blogging..haha..just wanna type some stuff online..!!
i love myself,me and i..!!

tut tuutt..

2006-10-25T10:02:00.000-07:00

just finish watching a show..erm..the prestigue..i know i spelled it wrongly..andi admit,i dont know how to spell it..anyway,it was a WONDERFUL shoW..!!! worth the money to watch it....!!haha..are you watching closely??lol..
okay,school started this week..and i really need to pack up my mood..!!hmmxx..too much of holidays is bad for the brains..not really functioning..haha..
worked as singapore indoor stadium's usher yestersday..and the first show was the hype up concert..hmm...okay la..not really a lot of ppl..ermm..tml is the nbl basketball match..hiya..so tired..!!ermx..
i feeling bad yea??haix..okay..!!think happy thots!!!
that's all though i've not blogged for so loong...

single not available

tired..tired..and tired..

2006-10-14T08:47:00.000-07:00

yawn...this is such a super tiring day..cant imagine i'm gonna work for this job for long...hmm..but i love this job a lot..except for the location..haix..about 1hour travelling..aiya,thank goodness it's not as far when i go there from my schooll....today was such a tiring day..and come to think of it..i've got lots of photos to share..!!i wen to botanic garden the other day..and it was really fun..i manage to make that silly camera to work when we came to the highlights..!!the orchirds..especially the ons from temperate countries...even blooming in the mist room was sorta seldom..lol.. dont ask me what is their name.. o.O

one of the rare ones..and it's soooo high up..!!!

there was like 3 colours on this orchird..

does it look like a plum flower?a...enlarged version..it's preTty..

i dont really like this..waahah

i love pinkk..!!and milky lime green..yea!!!oops..no green here..keke

last photo with qingxiu..lol..she loved this background..lol..

hmm...got to work tml..i'm so tired..
hey shima..tt jap looking guy was cute..not his brother...lol

love,me.... lyrics i LOVE a lot !!!

2006-10-05T20:59:00.000-07:00

this song has a wonderful lyrics..really sweet..and it's sang by colin raye..
it's a old but wonderful song..sad...i wonder how can such words be so meaningful..
and i hope ppl really bothered to read it..!! thanks!!

I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
and this is what it said
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, me

I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, me
Between now and then till I see you again I'll be loving you
Love, me

its just lonely eh?

2006-10-04T07:48:00.000-07:00

Deep thoughts..the real me.......

as a matter of fact,i dont think that anyone will read my blog unless i ask them to..which i really thought that it was a good thing..
what is it like to be trapped within feelings?i'm afraid to write things here..who will not pester me over it..it's childish to talk abou relationships..especially in blogs..but where can i pour out to eh?ever wonder how pretty girls cope with all the guys pestering..and wonder how ppl like me that catches no attention feels?who ever thought of that?so does that mean that ppl no longer have the rights to like whoever it is??humans are lonely creature..and that's sad..why is it that ppl get so frustrated over small quarrels??especially if they are a married couple?isn't it a torture to the heart??
i feel so disgusted nowadays...yea?whenever i see guys touching their girls,i feel disgusted..i'm really sorry,it's not tt i dont like guys..or that i'm looking at the bad sides oonly..but i'm really afraid now..who could understand??friends can no longer be friends..because good friends are always loved...what is like to like someone that u shld not?what is like to b a person tt wants to b with someone?has anyone thought about it??
i think of many things in my life..what if the words i said to anybody was the last word i could say to them??what if i were to make someone angry..and tt was the b4 i could say sorri that the person leaves??i wish i could say thank you, i love you, i'm sorry to them,any one of them everyday...........
many things i have before i sleep everyday..i think about everything...is there someone that is crying for help now?what are the ppl doing at the other side of the world...i always ponder...who would believe that i will think of such things???because nobody does...
why is it that some ppl are always bullied??are girls being raped all the time?i feel really sad...and it's heartbreaking..who can feel the pain for their parents?which parent would want their child to suffer.......
i'm really sad now..cause i could not do a single thing..but am i really living better than others?am i always happy?am i always launghing?
i'm human..i have the rights for having emotions..i have the right to love someone..to miss someone..to hate someone..but that doesnt give me any position to make somoeone love me,hate me and miss me..........it doesnt work out tt way..is the world fair??
no..because the world was never round....

tiring day

2006-10-01T10:28:00.003-07:00

mooncake festival is coming..and i had like sooo many mooncakes..and look at the 6 boxes of mooncakes at home..all the friendly neighbours...oh great..i'm getting sick..i'm not eating regularly anymore...!!!i dont eat lunch and i'm not hungry till at night 8pm..gosh...i had a iced milo at 4plus till 10 when i cooked my yummy dinner!!!!silly holidays...i made myself so busy..eh eh...DRp..playing!!!i'm growing the tiny sunflower!!!yippie..and i've got my manicurist job..!i made jie's top dirty...with nail polish..ahhhh.....!!SORRY>.<>fed upp.`!!!!!so many things in my mind........

anyway,i really love the story 'the hungry tide' by amitav ghosh
his really good..this storry is super nice and touching..and sad...sobx...
GREAT i shld say...

where are you..this is getting so tiring..just go away...it's fate
isn't it??god knows...
that's it; i shall end all this fantasy
shining

the S2006 REport..

2006-09-18T08:40:00.000-07:00

reporting for the S2006/ /

we all know that it is somewhat exagerated.... but dont think i have a choice though..had to work for only a few days..zuo gong in chinese...is to work..but in another way, it is to sit to work.whahah...many many things happened though..and many stuff that i think i shld not address it here...try asking me..??which i think'i really regret A LOT...SOBX..hope that as the days pass,i'll forget and it'll be over yea??okae..had an interview for being an usher at singapore indoor stadium today...and 2 interviwers...scary!!!and i've went for some manicurist training..!!!!i've learnt quite a lot of stuff man..!!i daresay now my toenails are gorgeous..YEA!!!!anyway,got DRP tomorrow..so thats all..oooooooooo

what's ur number????
needle in the haystack..damn

STEVE Irwin

2006-09-08T02:39:00.000-07:00

He IS DEAd..OMG...

i cant say that i'm a huge fan of his..STeve..but all i know is that i've been watching his documentary shows ever since i could remember...his khaki uniform he wears on every show, his enthu and passion for wild animals..the 'CROCODILE HUNTER' yea?i mean he is such a nice person that enjoys being with animals, who else can you find such LOVE? omg,i was so shocked when the news said about the stingray piercing through his heart-i really hate it..sobx..he died at the age of 44..but i think he will never regret that for he died doing what he loved most...look at what he contributed to the WORLD!!!such an animal lover,one that knows so much about them..without him, how close can we get to know about the living creatures??how much can we know about them?how little children starts learning about animals and overcoming their fear of them?he's GREAT........

i'm sad that we lost him...in fact, very SAD..

oh..exam finaly ends..

2006-08-30T11:20:00.000-07:00

lalala.....opened shop: Euphoria!!
finally,i've finished all my papers!!good news to me..wahaa..and it's finally holidays..!!got the S2006 uniforms today...dotX....eh,the change from skirts to pants....and now its toooo big!!!!!!the pants are like a clown's jumper!!!maybe BIGGER!!!!anyway,was helping to design my sister's class t-shirt...sincerely,their designs were horrible!!i mean it's a fact yea??anyway...there you go...take a look t this..i invented a FAKE shop name...since it looks like a poster to me!!!AWww..
proudly presenting the Euphoria!!!anyway,i'm really doing the pouches for selling...once school starts...not to be missed!!hugX..

i hate YOU..

2006-08-25T19:59:00.000-07:00

IT HURTS>>>>DONT B IN MY LIFE
i really HATE you to the core man..think the whole world HATEs you..!!and dare to listen me talking on the phone....dont think i'm an idiot..i know it sounds weird for such an old person getting over a KID like her..but she is atrocious...i think worse than horrible..i SWEAR that i've never seen such a undisciplined child in my whole entire life..!!i mean my sister hates her,i think my mum hates her too...maybe even her own parents..!!stealing all my stuffs..teaching baby sister bad stuff...making her cry,hurting the maid...!!WHATEVER>>!!!!i love kids man..trust me..but i dont why just not her...she's so young and she knows how to threaten people!!who can imagine that?even people like me dun threaten!!!!!oh god...bless my family! even the maid...please help my baby sister..i dont want her to become that piece of junk!!EVEN is she is CLEVER,she'll only become a bad PERson...a clever thief?or an intelligent hacker..that's what came to me..HELP..i hate you for coming into my life.....it hurts...

2006-08-24T23:28:00.000-07:00

TeLL me that i'm just one lucky person??!?!?!

think i SCREWED up my FI exam..Food ingredient yea?makes me crazy..staring at very ingredient on whatever food i'm holding onto..!!!finally it's over..but think i'll score lousy..wont fall yea?from my previous test..haix...hope all my reports will pull me up..(that's the reason why i put in so much efforts on reports!!they're worth IT) okay..still got another killer subject to go..!!!Nutrition across lifespan..this is tough man...woo..ayway,got my timetable for DRP..seems to be a lousy one,doubt could find a job to suit that timey table..with the S2006..wonder when that timetable comes..I'm JOBLESS..somebody HIRE me...Bad headache,got to sleep..4 days= less than 1 day of sleeping hours...haix..

wasted so much time doing nothing...

2006-08-22T01:19:00.000-07:00

oh well,was staring at the moniter for like a few hours trying to edit the silly blog template...well,i'm sillly and suPEr TIRED...wahaha..seems like not much changes but was searching for the perfect cursor..lol..slept at 8 pm last night and woke at 10.30 all because of the korean show...laugh my head off..then muggled thru till morning 4.30am without finishing studying..woo..but still managed to do my Ca.T paper..whopx..so tired..think gonna go sleep now..and wake later for that show?which i realise that it can be found on youtube..yea!!no worries for missing episodes..wahah..

praying hard for my all my exams...^-^''

afTEr the S2006 amazing race blah..

2006-08-20T05:07:00.000-07:00

what a super tiring day..ask me if it is worth that 35bucks?of course not..but for the experience and the new FRIENDs i made...everything is worth it..lol..had to wake up early yesterday just to meet at oriental hotel..may couldnt make it again..dotx =X but still i was there with alesia, wei ting they all...was han ping's birthday yesterday..lol..
hmmx..get to know some new friends not from TP..but RP..really nice and fun people..wahha..and there's kala,who hates someone i hate too..!!yea..but the funny thing is that they all lived at the east side of SIngaPORE...what man..i dun really understand..they are all like me..wahaha..hmmx..wanna try out going to their school..[well,i've never went to their school]anyway,was made to wear ermxx.. sari..think i got the spelling right?the indian costume...was really funny and yet an interesting experience..can consider for wearing for racial harmony yea?lol..okay..now, it's exam stress...ll the best for everyone and myself...!! take a look at the photos..

love,
me

funny...you bitches..

2006-07-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

funny..you bitches <<----my missing tittle

well, until now then i realise that my posts do not have a tittle!!
okay, gone with that..i'm here for a story telling competition..with only one

moral..i dont really care if you all know who i am talking about but i wont say their name here-later they curse me-so unlucky..there it goes........
actually, my dear fren went to the toilet on err..wednesday and it happens that she is behind Z ..and it happens that her 2 good fren was beside my fren...so end up Z went into the toilet wothout realising my fren was inside the toilet....
now,Z is in the cubicle..and thn she asked her 2 frens(not knowing my fren was inside)...
Z: did you know who i saw outside?? your BEST friend...
S and A : errr...shining??
Z:ya...
well,now A and S starts to fluster..wahaha...i mean Z was going to say more...
and thn 1 of them SMS Z....telling her sumthing...and then.....
S:Z you off your phone to silent mode?!?!?!!
Z:i dunno..
A:i heard some vibration some..!! is it ur phone S?!?!?!
S:no....is it yours Z??
Z: aiya nvm..i'll check later
A and S: think you better check..!!!!!

mORAL:::never talk behind the walls; ge qiang you er...!!
wahahhaahaha...they were hinting her like ..aiyo...thn using legs and all those...i mean i dont mean to be childish by blogging it here la...but how old are you all??i mean..aiyo..all becaause of projects??i iknow i have attitude...but tts who i am..i mean you guys really piss me off!!!!!

just dun understand..i know my character..i like to win...thn i'll fight with my stand..but i always forget about the small arguements in a while...WHY are you all so

calculative??!?!?!?!

makes me so fed up..!!!i mean..are you are so petty?? and go learn makeup from a

makeup artist okaY???or should i at least teach you some basics tt my sister also know...don't put eyeshadow without the fundamentals!!!! and please!!BLUE is outdated!!its like 2 years ago colour..get green or what...

Return of the pirates..!!! dead's man chest..

2006-07-15T04:14:00.000-07:00

wahaha..thought i will be watching like at least next week after the show was opened on wednesday..i managed to watch it yesterday..lol..was with my sister ..wanted to get a bag..end up with may instead..but later met my sis and justin for the show..but ended waiting for mr elfie..but i understand.he's late..!anyway,i really like johnny depp man..!after charlie and the chocolate factory..and both his 'piratey' movies..his soo..WoW..i mean he looks like his character..sounds weird..but his good!yeah..nothing much to say ye..Captain Jack = Willy wonka..hope to see the next part of the show soon!!and i wont be at the front row again..Dotx.. =x

johnny depp rocks!!
Captain shining..

i lost my sunglass!!!i'm super sad!!

2006-06-14T06:56:00.000-07:00

had a tiring day with theS2006 course..oh my god..teach us things that a person should know..haix..so boring...lasted for like at least eight hours!!okay..that dont bother me..the thing is that i lost my SUNGLASS!!!i know its not a big thing and why am i making a big hoo haa over IT...but i dont know why..i feel so sad and lost..!!soB...wahhhh...what to do?sob...i mean its like a scenerio where a little gir; finally got some money from her parents to get herself a toy for a little gift..and the next minute,its lost...think i feel worse than that....sobx...im SUPER sad..i only own it for like less than 4 days...so sad...haix..who would understand?
my kind of pain?when í've not bought myself things for like super long....

i hope my sunglass would talk..
super depress...shining

happy birthday to me...!!

2006-06-08T00:04:00.000-07:00

well,it's my birthday,started of with a last test paper...well,better thn having another test tomorrow..well,this was a super silent birthday..lol...nobody much knew..maybe it's a form of blessing for my birthday..you know..silent night..haha..well,later going out with my sister..long time since i can relax..before i have to rush for my loads of projects..wahaa..anyway,come to think of it..aaron was really nice..i got a birthday card from him..surprise yea..cause i was sleeping..and my sis show me some card like envolope..wanted to chuck it till later..but saw the weird looking stamps and the air-mail thingy...and ta daa...!!saw the cute card..hee...alright..my dad's at china..and my mum is not feeling well today..wahaha...alright..my birthday wish..to be really happy..thats all i want.. =D although i wonder if i am or not right now..

xxx
i love myself

some beautiful memories...not exactly beautiful..haha

2006-06-02T08:33:00.000-07:00

oh..term test is next week..and i have not done anything...feel so horrible...except stress..which is super abnormal...omg..i dont know what will happen this time round..aiya..and i've got so much projects coming during the holiday...and 20th century fashion...oh,so much of my time there..haix..but its worth it..for pulling up my gpa right...must make full use of it..and i'm so tired to upload the photos...nightx

i hate to be ignored
xxx

after the hantu camp..!

2006-05-30T04:52:00.000-07:00

woosh..the pulau hantu camp was really a short camp..especially after the big rainpour on the second day..didnt expect that place to be sooo beautiful!!look at the photos later..hahaha..know quite a lot of year 1 people from other schools..dotx..not much people from AS..maybe everyone is more serious..not like me..didnt even realise that there was a quiz the next day..haha..hmmx,had lotsa fun during the camp and the night was pretty cool..had a very late sleep squeezing with another 6 more people..well,the gals supposingly 4 of us is to share a tent..and 6 guys to a camp..end up the guys came and it is super pack..and the so called guys tent is left with 4 people...aiyo..so funny..hmm..next week gonna be super busy..with the term test coming about..and my birthdae!!yea..lucki if falls on the last paper..wahaha..okay..upload the photos some other time...haha

oh great..

2006-05-07T09:24:00.000-07:00

i've finally finish doing my Fi..wahhaha..went to NLb today for FPQa and met geradine, yi xian they all..and a tp lecturer...lol...heard tt doreen was there too..what a place to meet them...well,can't imagine how time flies...it's like the 3rd week already...isnt that super fast?sooon it'll be tests..and break...suddenly thought of my birthday..so silly of me...after my sis is mine ma..sure will think of it..haha..borrowed a few books just now..'you can't afford the luxury of a negative thought'thats the book name..sounds weird for me to read such book..lol..anyway,cant wait for da vinci movie to be out..since i read the book, i sorta expect great stuff from the show..especially with tom hanks..reming me of cast away..hahhaa...okay,i''m so tired...

isn't he just cute?
too bad..lol...

sobx...projects..

2006-05-03T05:36:00.000-07:00

projects and more projects...i think that i'm like having some problems with juggling with time...that dont really bother me anyway...i'm thinking about the i-guides thingy...oooh..i really wanna go and i dont know how to describe how much i feel like joining...i mean it's not really unfair...but u know,it's beyond one person's control when things are about the past...what to do...oh god..let me enter...haix..i've gotta rush to do my 20th century fashion blah blah things...all the coco chanel..blacks and whatever..god bless

i'm trapped in this world where everyone is also trapped

isn't he just cute?
i miss yi shuan, jie shuan they all.....

look at my work..i'm showing off..yea..

2006-04-29T09:58:00.000-07:00

yeah........that's my creation....finally..after talking so much about drawing of shoes...i can't really think of any cool ideas but my hands were like itching to doodle...so it came up to be not so nice work..well,i don't know..maybe can draw more sketching before doing a new one..since it's only $4.50 for that pair of shoes..wahaha...cheap anf comfy..lol...
outer left shoe outer right shoe
ah...the outer sides of the shoe..er..the inside is like really plain..no point showing..haha..who wants such a shoe??lelong...$20 per shoe...wahhahahaha........cannot ah??

azh...where's my shoes??

well,some photos of week 0..!!

2006-04-29T09:05:00.000-07:00

okay,first of all...all these photos include me..well,its my blog what..!! =P

oooo...thats the toreador people..!!!and we rock!!and that's e only thing i know..
i know tt we are not listening....me,wilson,pb...!!yea..
family portrait??well,maybe not at the bottom...
where's the rest??below?

the world's best officials....

okay...we'll gonna meet up on labour day..yippie..sentosa..hope to see everyone!yea..!!

recap of OLTC and week 0...

2006-04-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

i'm gonna enjoy my own story telling...

phew,god knows how i actually got involved with this whole freaky thing that was sooo cool...i went for an orientation camp with my fellow toreadors and a few friend...but ended up knowing zillions of new people by the end of week 0..!!it all started of with a few return to sch b4 the camp to prepare for the log stuffs...and only like a few people helped..ah..!!!really was a headache man..
followed by a super early morning registration for the freshies on wednesday...which made me wake up as early as 5am in the morning..Omg..and we were supposed to to dress like vampires [underworld theme!!]..hahha...everything went crazy and preety cool..except for the game i was in charge..oh..but everthing changed when it was thursday----->had a very heavy downpour...and for a moment,i went as crazy as whatever after the rain..muahaha...had great fun making people crazy and enthu..!!
followed by the last day where we had final crash!!!and i was hit by the waterbomb..ouch..but whatever...and everthing just ended with a super jam n hop..well,i'm an idiot in dancing..but who cares?!?!?!haha...supper--->macdonalds--->big downpour--->stupid cab uncle--->home...
too naggy...ah!!!i love all the camp people!!!!
school's gonna start tml..and i'm so excited!!dunno why..hahah....

miss ginger no more

sumthing i edited..wooha..

2006-04-22T10:19:00.000-07:00

after week 0...ahahahaha

2006-04-22T10:07:00.000-07:00

i'm having a really bad sore throat[sexy voice..waahaha]..the week '0' orientation finally ended...with a bang after the jam n hop!!!which is quite cool..!!but that means that school is gonna start real soon..oh...should i say that i cant wait school to start or end?hmm,i know quite a lot of people in this whole camp and orientation..and everyone is relly nice and sweet[cant imagine that i miss out knowing people like them]..as for this new skin,it is actually one of the old skins i used to do in the past..i'm so lazy to create a new skin...i mean, there's no point..but it's something really simple..that is meant to be for my sister[since she's not using it..]so must as well save it..fewmore hours to go and i'm gonna have Mac....yippie..!!oh,i wonder where i cant find those silly photos we took..haha....

miss ginger..

holidaes...i lurve them...

2006-02-27T20:02:00.000-08:00

whooo,holidays are finally here!! and just pray that my exam results are good...yippie..but i need a job..i'm so sad that i lost my ipod mini...haix..so sad..i curse that person can never have a happy relationship!!waha..i'm evil..so now i'm aiming fo psp cw..!!!yippie..i will get it..better be..!!haha...and i'm so bored now...haix..humxxzz...what to do..hahha..but so long never blog,well,i also dun like to blog lor..haha...typing is so stupid..like sms also..i mean,i rather talk on phone..dotx..haha..well,just some photos with my cousins..and me in it..wahaha..

lurve,
miss ginger...[hey!i'm still miss ginger..]

some colourful photos...!

2006-02-04T09:08:00.000-08:00

Well,these are some silly photos i took during my Bmic practical..dont' you think it just look so lovely?i mean that they are really colourful..the beauty of micro organism? hmm...

oh...i'm in a class now.....

2006-01-17T00:21:00.000-08:00

i dunno what am i here..
i'm so bored..in UIR again..
imagine.untill now,i only went to one of the lecture among zillions..
hahaa..wad sia..but my test still not bad leh..wahaha...no comments man..
still not bad right...i mean its sorta common sense..
aiya..rubbish la..
i'm bored..

miss gingggerrrr

neww year..

2006-01-10T08:13:00.000-08:00

i'm 18..sian..ppl say i look like i'm still in secondary school...nevermindd..aniwae, waha..finaaly i'm back to school man..which means geting back my results for the previous term test results..and i think i did sorta lousy..haha..but i've onli got back half of the papers..anyway,why bother when it's over?and new year is coming..! yippie..can get new clothings..haha..aiya..was so pissed off yesterday..but dont wanna talk about it..blame everyone la..yea?haha..had a great time on last saturday..lol..was out late at nite at chevron with cousins..i don't know how to spell..lol..coincidentally met ken and had a chat..(cant get that picture right..with so many phones..haha..)whom i dint thought i would see..especially there..haha..then lots of things followed..and no need to talk..had a great time with my cousins though..although boy was sorta drunk..haha..hmm...nothing memoriable to talk bout..
well,hope i'll get loads of hongbaos..haha..my new year wish?
haha..
and my new year resolution...
try to look like my age..[totally change my closet]
get a boyfriend..dotx..nahx..
get the pink V3...if its still around..
erm..beTter results..[like my course more]
stop being a slacker..and work hard..

i'll try my best..

busi busi..

2005-12-29T05:44:00.000-08:00

oh great..i'm sooo busy...with what man?first of all,i didnt realise that ppl do visit,my blog man..haha..i've been working in SICC this whole week..met s mamy rich and loaded people..work like bees...for the lousy honey..i mean the salary..i know i'm lame..
well,the people are really lucky man...either they are so damn clever..i mean a lot of doctors there and profs. and i'm envy of them[i dont deny that cause i think a lot of ppl do]
and i'm really busy..haven do a lot lot of stuff...hmm..nowadays i'm feeling so weird..and may rubbing in..aiyo..i feel so...haha..confused? i really dunno leh..i dun like it this way..get rid of my thoughts...goodness....i love to be lonely..i dont like to be waiting..the feeling is horrible...sobx...i dun wanna wish for things...sob..stop adding salt yea?

miss ginger no more

yippiE chrIstmas..

2005-12-24T08:29:00.000-08:00

ya..great..its christmas man...haha..i'm having a lonely christmas with my computer..
haha..not really..cause i'm enjoying myself..with a great feast too...!
h..i'm gonna gain weight within 2 daes...
whahaa...finally got back my blog..i accidentally got this skin messed up, or deleted i shld say..
weell,it's a one week holidays for me..!
great..but lots of stuff to do..gound a job..haha..
and got lots of projects and co and co..oh my god..
at least dun have to study yeh..
haha...
MEERrYY cHriStmaS to ALL..!!
i loVe chRistmAs..
blog tomorrow..!!haha

miss ginger rox

blogskins..showoff...

2005-12-10T01:22:00.000-08:00

oh..now i feel so guilty..like i'm boasting..
gosh...i feel so bad...i just want to share the joy to everyone...i mean i really dont wish to tell people i'm doing this..but i want them to know about it..i think the skins are nice..thats y...
or else i wont show people right?
haix...my term tests are coming...so i think i got to stop creating?
but i feel really happy..you know..its like better than playing games right?at least i'm doing somthing..hmm..altough i'm also no really good at it..if i were allowed to learn all this stuff...
haha...thats all i'm feeling right now...
lost...

miss ginger no more...
hahha...
joking..

shoo way...!!

2005-12-08T03:29:00.000-08:00

wah..i'm so freaky pissed off today la..oh my god..wad's wrong with people noways man?
i jsut dun understand man...think i've got to get another freaky blog just to scold people i hate..
i mean why is it that they are just so ..i think it is beyond my description la...
but one thing is that..i warn you people out there, when you wear clothes, choose something that dont hve dingling around..or i will cut all of the stuff away if a have a scissors with me..
and if anything happens to you due to that dangling thing, serves you right okay!!
dont you dare give that kind of look...i'll dig your eyes out ..!!
wah..
so freaky angry...
but as least i'm feling much better now ..think this is the only usefulness of a blog..
wahaha...
haix..baby sister not around...dont she misses her sister or even her own house?
i'll bet that she will miss her parents and the maid..as long as she is going to sleep man..
who cares anyway...
argh.bad bad day..isnt it??
serves me right..

woo..

2005-12-04T09:11:00.000-08:00

blogging..
again another reason for sleeping late..isn't that lame..
i think it's super lame..lol..
hmm.went to try working at yi wen's work place yesterday..
was quite fun..learn sorta some cool thing..too bad..
didnt go today..
well..i'm getting the drowsy thingy again..
hmm..hope tomorrow's lab will end early..
as in earLieR..argh
thats all f or to day...lo l..
j amm in g my ke yboa rd..
w aha hah aa...

blur miss ginger

still rox..

2005-12-02T06:05:00.000-08:00

look at this freaky cute picture man..thats my sister's feet..waaha...she's 2 yars old..i dunno why this photo was taken..but i think its damn cute..
its just like time..
time travels...just like the feet..what's gone is gone forever..
things only grow..don't they?
it's imposible for you to make the clock go anti clokwise..isn't it?
that's the meaning of getting this picture here..i know i'm lame..
but,who dont agree with the fact that you cant get back things that are lost?
treasure and still treasure..that's what i've got to say man.

anyways,all the quizzes are gone at last..wahaha...that only show the coming of the term tests..
gosh...a year just flew pass me..
it's faster than a shooting star..lol

miss ginger rox

ouchie ouch..

2005-11-29T07:03:00.000-08:00

was so silly today..thought there was maths quiz today..but it's actually on friday...yawn...soo tired..lol..but why am i still awake? said i wanna blog..that sounded so silly...but here i am..blogging..and there's really BNF quiz tomorrow..but i just feel like failing the paper..don't ask me why..i dont have the mood for that subject man..i'm so bored..thank goodness there's Bmic..i love that..but i'm not good in it though.. =X ..wahaha..
this is a place i blabber la..
rubbish plus more rubbish man..
maybe i should create a lovely story..
here it goes..

along the lonely path of Lollitone road,a tiny silhouette appeared round the corner..
with a tiny hand holding a lited lamp,this pink stout lady stopped right in front of a torn and tattered hut..

it just goes on..

our lives just continue...isn't it?
we just continue with our lives..dont we?
do we all miss one another?
or are we just some selfish cannibal..
who devours one another?
do everyone think of one another?
i admit i do..
who does not?
i'm thinking too much..
but i need to get rid of all of these before my dreams come hunting me again..
i need someone there to catch me if i fall..

miss ginger..
still rocking...lol

dreams..i hate bad dreams

2005-11-26T09:48:00.000-08:00

woke up from a shock..so silly. .
dream..so obviusly got to do with that..
i mean i feel really bad
think i must have done something really bad
have been havng bad dreams..
really make me wanna cry >.<
they're scary..
it's always about losing my family members..
i really hate that,i dont wanna lose them
i love them...
what should i do..
sobx..

bored and more..

2005-11-25T09:54:00.000-08:00

hmm..look at the silly photo man..it's todays date..haha..

i don't know why i am still online though..just wanna use the com...

oh..then there's this brb...who didnt came back person...dots..

i'm so bored despite it's weekend..coming ...haha

act innocent..

bored..

what the hell am i typing

just trying to convince myself that it's not wrong to be online

at such time.

miss ginger..

again like that

2005-11-24T19:57:00.000-08:00

die la..i've grown fat again le..my sister just told me..sigh..so sad..mummy's birthday is round the corner and why am i so broke..hiya..anyways,BMic was really fun today..for me la..haha..and colour and compo was boring?i mean i like the subjet..but it seems tt the people there are so weird..they are like from the same class la..and i feel like super odd one out..how?especially for people like me..feel so bad..but nevermind..haha..my sketch was cool..i only did them yesterday,was like rushing through while watching sixth sense..lol..yet i got i B+..isn't that cool?wahaha..all the quiz coming..stress again..hiaz.don't know what i'm doing..oh god..show me the path..haha

miss ginger rox!

OopS..

2005-11-22T21:00:00.000-08:00

well..i realise something..it's not her fault..
everything is pre destinied..
can't blame her wearing perfume..i'm sorry..

miss ginger rox!

raining day..? lousy perfume..

2005-11-22T20:01:00.000-08:00

what a rainy day today..isn't it?hmm..people's getting flu because of the cold weather..but i'm getting this stuffy nose all because of a perfume..who knows what brand man..must be something cheap..lol..so irritated by the smell..a girl sitting of me during lecture..dunno what's wrong with me this few days man..feel very empty like that..like don't know where all my friends have gone..maybe it is me who is too lazy to find them..and i'm chatting with mr potato..haha..so funny..dont know how it came..but its just potato..cant stop laughing during lab..potato starch..hmm..today is such a fruitful day..ate like so many stuff...and now i'm waiting for my omelette for dinner...muaha..stupid mp3 gone haywire..so stupid..haha...go eat my dinner lo!!update later..

Miss
Ginger roX..! =D

damn you..

2005-11-20T21:55:00.000-08:00

what's wrong with people nowadays?i'm like still shaking..fear of a ghostly photo to appear right in front of me..that's pretty lame isn't it?all of this friend of mine..went sending ppl this stupid file..[x----Y---]i'll get you for this..you wait..hahaha..scare belinda some more....i kill you ah..still can think that i send you so many stuff...argh..what a lousy day today is man..i've no more mood to do any school work..hiya..today is just so weird..people sms me and didnt bother to reply when i replied..and...why do people set as away mode when they can just simply set as offline..i mean you know ppl will look for you if they see you there....why?haiz..come to think of it,i've been alone for soo long..maybe i'm feeling empty when people is not around?hmm..there's pro's and con's right?i love the freedom i have now..and i just wanna have lots of frens..good fren?damn difficult..haha..i'll be blessed if i have one.. lousy lousy feeling..i just hope that tomorrow will be a better day..i know it will..cause i wont feel sad over little things like that...Wahaha...aLways haPpy shining..cause i shine thru people's live!! =D

2005-11-20T07:21:00.000-08:00

my lil sister..look at her man..

she must be up to some mischief..

but i still love her...

super long time no blog..who cares..haha

2005-11-19T14:25:00.000-08:00

wahaha..it has been soo long since i blog[all thanks to xavier that i'll write this?-oops]..afterall,i'm not those that always have things bottled in my heart kind of person..[like what i just answer in a psycology question-what animal came to my mind first if i were to walk into a forest ? a saw an injured rabbit..lol..i've only got minor problems..small like rabbit...muahaha]..happy-go-lucky isn't it..? awww..i hate this phrase,but tt's what ppl like to say about me..irritating isn't it..if i'm not wrong..it sorta means hack care..but am i such a person?maybe..lol..hmm..studies was horrible for last semester..managed to scrape through with all passes..but it's still terrible >.< ..haha..i'll buck up this semester...and continue of course..when i last blog,harry potter was goin to be out soon..and now,i'm already selling that book..and the movie harry potter and the goblet of fire is already out..=D but i havent watch..lol..also no one treat this broke girl to watch...hahaha..i not so pathetic la..i'm learning japanese..haha..but by myself..hope to get some basics right first before try9ing to enter as CDS in sch next sem..haha..god bless me..! ^.^

term break..haRry poTter's bacK!

2005-07-12T21:01:00.000-07:00

oh my god..i think i'm going to do really badly for my exams..just feel that i hav too much fun during the holidays that i cant get my 'go back to study' feeling..gosh..hmm..but got to buck up cause before i realise,it's going to be another big exam..haha..s for now,i think i'm still as happy as i duno wad..but,still cheerful...maybe a bit too crazy...Errr...but i dont really care how people judge me..cause i'm still happy!any anyway....haRry poTter is finally comiN...four more days to go..!!!yippie..but i'm broke...although i've paid part of it....haha....hmmm...hpe it's gonna be a very thick book..can read longer.....hHAhaha.....

2nd party 3rd party and 4th party

2005-07-01T21:13:00.000-07:00

goodness gracious...time flies..tell me who dont agree with it..term tests are all coming up and i dont seem to bother..i just dont know why i lost my interest in studying..cant imagine..i regret?do i?i really love art..but i just cant cry over spilled milk..who can i blame man?myself..where in the world are my motivators?where are you?i dont know whats reallt wrong..but i feel sad..i mean really empty..i just want to be free from emotions and feelings..can i ?concentrate ...anyway,i went to visit miss yee...such a sad thing that she becme so thin...god bless her..hmm...i dont know what else to write ....

:broken dreams:i love you:i hate you:i need you to know:please tell me:

i think this is the way i am

2005-06-16T10:30:00.000-07:00

Life is so meaningless suddenly,i feel that everything has fallen into pieces..bits and pieces of puzzle parts that are lost....i think i just like he way i am..why get so bothered with friends?i just love being alone and i prefer being alone after school..away from school,i just love to be myself...not like others,not like those who loves friend's accompany...i dont need them because i'm just like that...i love studying..but nobody are willing to help right?but what can i do?i'm not perfect and nobody is perfect either..
i think i love the way i like my blog..i no longer want to bother about other people's comment..haha..i think since i don't bother about if people are reading my blog..i just write the way i like...i can write and by writing any rubbish i have in my mind,i feel relaxed..my load is gone..i feel happy...happy and happier..
i'm going to enjoy myself..i want ot go to town..be someone happy and cheerful out there and that the others will not bother about me....ah..!!!!!i want to be happy...and I AM.....

rubBish day...!!

2005-06-13T17:54:00.000-07:00

hoho....went for jogging just now..didnt realise that it was long..i mean bedok reservoir...cause it seems so really short..but the whole was covered..haha..and i had to rush all the way to queensways after that...gosh..haha..and now,i'm broke..!!'no more teaching of students and means no income..that means i'm broke...!!!!ah..going crazy le la...hiya,whole week is quizzes..so sian ah..got the horrible HAP ..got to memorise and memorise....and maths...the stupid ln and log thingy....argh...so much mix feelings today eh...mad..!x!*-.%7&^.$#&(^$>X%...so angry..!!!!!!frustrated....!

rubBish day...!!

2005-06-13T02:35:00.000-07:00

birth daY...

2005-06-09T22:23:00.000-07:00

hmmm....i think my blog words really a bit too small bahx..hahaha..but i think should be small if i dont want anyone to se my blog..my birthday was yesterday and i think i've ate so much stuff since last sunday..no wonder getting fatter ..don't really expect much presents or anything..i'm not that popular...come to think of it..i think i did the right thing for not going for dragon boating..but..i'm so sad and confuse..think i'm going to stop dragon boating..i mean i'm too packed with my stuff....got tution and i cant afford to exchange my results with it..so...think i've decided...! stop dragon boating and stay in photography..!haPpy biRthdaY to myself...and god bless me...maybe can meet kean tomorrow...feel so bad that i say that i'm not free tomorrow...dont be angry k ??go to do my school stuff le....cant catch up at all..especially maths..sobX...

surpRise suRprisE

2005-06-04T21:10:00.000-07:00

Well,two weeks since school started..has a lot of fun but didnt know that poly life is also not really slack...haha..hmm..but i also join two ccas...haha..dragon boating and photography..haha..think i'm goin to enjoy bahx..haha..my birthday is coming..hahaha..yippie..had a wonderful surprise with my classmates yesterday though..haha..the whole lot of them really surprised me with the presents and the cake..haha..thought they were only discussing what to buy for me when they acted about buying apples for the lecturer..so fake right?haha..but the point that i didnt expect them to do that on that day...and also may...!! she very good at acting...haha..but thanx lots guys..!!! thank you han ping,doleen.shu jie,alicia,wei ting and may...you guys rock..hope i didn miss out anyone..hahaha....

tp ..tp..and tp....

2005-05-25T22:17:00.000-07:00

wow....i've got four sciences..haahhaaha...never imagined that being in a poly is such fun..oh my god..i tink i really love poly life..without a classroom ans yet quite a united class ba..haha...i think temasek rocks man...especially the as school...haha...but i've got to wake up really eatly..hmm..about two hours before my lesson starts..haaha..but i know i'll do my best in all my subjects..cause this is my 1st choice and i have to do very well...i have confidence in myself...haha..i'm not really struggling but i think i've got to catch up cause i think it was quite a long time since i've touched school books...haha..well,go check my school stuff le...haha..love you..!

oriEntatioN

2005-05-19T22:41:00.000-07:00

haha...i'm having this super red face now cause of today[everyone was like which shuai ge you looking at?]Well,woke up real early today...asked many people to wake me at six thirty today..but in the end,everyone started waking me up at six fifteen...i know its no difference..but to me, it's like so much difference....cause i have to travel real far...and alone..haha...but in the end,i found may, who is living even further then me..!the orientation had its good point and of course,the bad part..its too long..i'm like so tired already....haha..didnt want to play at first...but the class was sooo pathetic...so became crazy and played along...haha...got myself really wet...just feel like knowing more friends...really a very tiring day and hungry..haha..the catered food was argh.....haha...hope tomorrow i'll have more fun....and hmm....less bored bahX... :

mixed feelings

2005-05-16T00:34:00.000-07:00

hmm...what a wonderful day today..went out with kean..not really ba..we had swensons..the ice cream was like usual..nice..with the french fries of course..haha..but come to think of it..i feel really sorry about meeting him for like few hours..and had to accompany me to wait for yi wen and justin..because of yi wen's key story...haha..thanks lots kean..! haha..felt like cryin just now..haha..so silly..don't want to make him feel [something like disappointed]...maybe have to treat more than twenty five times of good food..!!and it was drizzling again..haha....bugis was really boring but i manage to buy something..haha..come to think of it,there's this stupid cindy...that tution teacher supposing to take over my lessons,was really ill-mannered...argh...so stupid to get angry about it..spoil my day..fun,sad and tiring day...

suPer sleEpy

2005-05-15T20:21:00.000-07:00

Today is such a sleepy day..haha..not enough sleep yesterday?or maybe today?haha...didn't go for tution just now..i'm just too tired...but only sleepy in the noon...haha..thought that i'll be alone the whole night yesterday with the fact that sis went for bbq...but i went to watch the show amity ville..and it was horrible not nice..not as good as i thought though...but at the end of the show,it was raining heavily..!!!argh..always rain whenever go out with kean..haha..so ..[i dunno what is it]..and very nice of him to accompany me through the night though..and late at night, my house was so crowded with people[in the end i'm not alone]..should have a party...haha..but it's quite noisy and fun..hmm..got pizza for dinner..yummy,just enjoy pizza..tired today..

argh....early morning

2005-05-13T08:53:00.000-07:00

what an early morning...!!!hmm.....at mummy's plce and have to wake up so early....cause everyone here is an early riser...haha..i'm the latest..had a horrible sleep last night...cant sleep with that felynn..so noisy..headache....sister going for clas gathering..bBq ah..think she's not coming back today le..but she gets to enjoy star gazing..haha..now i'm really lonely today..hmm..must chio ppl out to go out with me le..haha..got to go for tution maybe in the afternoon ba...better no be raining..cause i'm so tired and sleepy...haha..rui min came just to give me my rubberband..haha...and she goes ''jie jie, jie jie''tell me she's not cute...wahaha...even got scared by her last night..thought she was sleeping on her mattress...so didn bother..suddenly,something touched my feet...thought someone will be there but nope...no one...and i saw a black head rising underneath...omg...hahaha..she woke up and was right beside me..scare me..!! haha..cant take it..she's so funny....i love you...she's here again....!!

hmmm...rainy morning

2005-05-11T22:26:00.000-07:00

well..today i woke up at ten plus..and it's raining..nice day to sleep but horrible for my tution..but lucky it stopped....hmm..going for my last tution for my two students..both of them living at tiong bahru..its too far for me..so sorry....anyway,i'm not that good..hmm..today is zhou zou's science papers..hope she will do well..god please bless her..even promised to buy her tings..according to grades..haha..so silly..but she's just a small girl..like i'm not ...haha...like usual,sister sleeping again..and wake up to quarrel with me..haha..nobody can imagine that she is so much more fierce than me...well..off to watch the da vinci code thingy le....hapPi daY toDae...